Rose

Rose

Saturday, August 30, 2014

As Spiritual Beings along the Spiritual Path of Ascending
'tis our Job, indeed, our Obligation to Push Up those already Above Us.
that's intimidating
cause they're standing there with a BroadSword...
saying, "What?!  you're gonna Push ME!...HMmm, I'd like to see you try..."
But we must.
THEN.. EVERYone Grows; EVERYone Benefits;;;
But, You gotta EARN that Accolade
..Through FEARLESS Future Forward Focus in the name of self sacrifice (which have NOTHING at all to do with suicide or ordinary martyrdom by the way, just in case you were getting ideas; gotta be sure to clear that up...)

Thursday, August 28, 2014

51/49


it takes a male mind to say "i'm an anti feminist"
& you say well it's 50/50..."Fair"

THAT'S a male mind!  That's my point!!

Cosmic Fucking Collisions and you're going to let men organize everything all neat & sexy?!!!  Grown little boys...

Naw...it's 51/49 for Women
Am not saying like, for example, SEVENTY FIVE/25 for Women; that's TOO chaotic & reckless...





Saturday, August 23, 2014

For My Fellow Actors...

For my fellow Actors...
oh but wait!  We're ALL Actors...
Jim: you know what we mean.
Julian: ...Oh hi Jim....Ye-ES?...
Silence
Julian: Here let me help; Everyone's an Actor.  The only difference is what one Actor wants vs. what another Actor wants...for example, one actor wants a way to make a living; 'nother to become rich; 'nother to be famous or loved; while 'nother Desires to Awaken.  One Actor may want to be one with Honor - like perhaps a Fireman.  'Nother Actor may want to serve her fellow human.  one Actor may have no desire to "get rid" of their ego while another does.  One Actor may think "I'm a victim in a harsh world and just to get through life relatively unscathed would be good enough for me."  One Actor may want to fulfill their Goal/s through one vehicle like Music while others may want to do so via multiple vehicles (Art, Science, Medicine, Etc.).  One Actor may want to be a Parent.  An Actor could possible even desire to not desire...'Tis ENDless what one could Desire!  But the differences differentiate One Actor from another...
Jim: So what kind of Actor are YOU?!
Julian: One who desires Awakening; Fulfillment of my Soul's Agenda THIS Lifetime; not to wait 'til the next life.  Christening, not through some social agreement and ritual, but through the reality of my body.  We can call it, at least in part, Alchemy...
Jim: AHhhh..I see where you're coming from now.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4Yo4BLH87YY

Friday, August 15, 2014


if i profess Spirituality there are certain Standards

if i DON'T profess Spirituality, there aren't those Standards.

so the one/s who DON'T profess Spirituality are in integrity with themselves since they never professed to be Spiritual.

..And the Ones who DO profess Spirituality are NOT in Integrity if they don't hold those very Standards that the former do not profess...in other words, is one in Accordance with one's own self-professed Standards...if they are, they are in integrity; if not, they're not.

Sunday, August 10, 2014

male Female past Future...


Another Insightful and/or Enlightening Application of the idea that Women are closer to God then men:

Just as Women are innately closer to God than men and thus should be Respected accordingly for that,

the best way to deal with issues is via the Future Now rather than the past now & since the Future corresponds to the Female and the past to the male...need I say more.

one allows oneself to "See things as they are" instead of being averse to seeing things which may be frightful (even within oneself); to Face one's fears in order to dissolve them.

So-called demons are really angels in disguise; when we look face to face at our inner demons we can dissolve them.

However, we Do need Inner/Spiritual Technology (Sidenote: it IS possible to misuse inner technology just as it is possible to misuse outer/external technology).

we need to understand that we are Principally Nothing/Void Contemplating ourselves into Something....

the "demons" can serve as Runners to Wake us up to the use and/or Application of the Inner Technology; to Upgrade one's "Operating System" to a Spiritual One rather than a limited/limiting one.

then was the demon not really an Angel "in disguise?"  Perhaps only to those who've used the Runner to Awaken them.  Others will continue to resist the evil, thereby PERPETUATING IT!!!

The Upgrade benefits one in EVERY part of their Life.  (no need to hesitate...)

What if all "past" mistakes, not just the big ones, but the little subtle ones that one can notice throughout one's moment to moment daily living were not because of something i just DID 3 seconds ago, but because of something I'm failing to Do NOW?!  Doesn't one feel bad when they hesitate getting on with life?  So I put it to you that when we blame ourselves or external factors for past regrets that make us feel negative emotions, that it's probably more accurate to say one feels negative emotion because they are not Doing NOW what would make them feel Positive emotion...so what's that thing to be Doing Now that would Allow one to feel Positive emotion 'stead of negative?

Answer?

Something one has never done before.  Who's to say, once that New thing is done, that we can't keep doing New things over and over again???  There IS nothing that says we can't Live like that!

See how the Unknown of the Future is more akin to the Female Mind than the past oriented male mind that tends to repeat the past like a gerbil on a wheel without even like questioning why or for what Eternal purpose....

Notice how the ego wants to control everything at the expense of the Unknown Newness of the Future...while the Female Mind is more, and PROPERLY SO I should say, akin to Explore the Unknown Future....less controlling, more fearless.

Fearlessness is a trait of a Spiritually Awakening Being as well & that's where the looking at & Transforming of "demons" & negative emotions come into play.  For, what if One of those "New" things one could do in the Now Moment is to Transform negative emotions into Positive Ones via Seeing THROUGH obstacles and/or problems.  To redefine so that one's Reality SERVES you instead of keeping you from Living Fully.  So that one may Realize Unlimitedness rather than limitedness in any form.

Furthermore, there may be something one has a habit of being averse to; something one hasn't digested for years because of parents, teachers, society, etc. & not being properly Mentored (which is Most of us).  Thus, something that one is unconsciously averse to which is EXACTLY what they should be doing (i.e.: digesting something, doing a particular thing in particular ways.  For example if one was stifled from using their Voice & Speech much of their young life then they might have an unconscious habit of stifling their voice & speech which prevents them from releasing pressure where it needs to be released like a car exhaust pipe releases exhaust.)  for their Greatest Satisfaction that Moment.

So we see how one might go backwards to the past instead of looking "squarely" at the Present because of being taught and negatively coached into NOT being Present; improperly taught to be self conscious, hesitant, fearful, shy, self-doubting, etc. etc.

Let's say you start using an aspect of your being that hasn't been used much - underused - and with proper Mentoring you start making those baby steps to using those vital aspects of your being.  Then you get, say, a sore throat.  The personality might get worried, "oh no what if that's this or that disease?!"

Sometimes, we have pain not because we did something improperly but because we never used it before!  Underusage leading to atrophy can be shocking when suddenly used.

Not to be thwarted by initial such shocks.  To be Future Forward Moving.

Finally then, it's important to make sure what we're calling our "Highest Excitement" or Greatest Satisfaction of the Now Moment is Truly so and not a covering up, out of aversion, of Doing something else that we're averse to from improper training/mentoring/guidance.

Footnote: there are "People," Places, Events, Etc. that can Teach this Inner Technology but it's not just anyone...and there are false masters too so...sometimes the True Master is called by some false and the false master might be called by some the genuine article when they're not.

Saturday, August 9, 2014

Conscious Beingness


I'm starting to think that Higher Work is done amidst the emotions!

What?!

But, I thought you said that emotions are the limited human and that the Higher Realms are Soul, Spirit, Zero Point, Etc. & that these are beYOND the emotions.

How could this be.

Because in Acting, Behaving, Thinking, Speaking, etc. we cannot help but to be entangled with emotions.

emotions are the result not the cause.

these effects that we call emotions are what sway us, tempt us, convince us to go in a particular direction with our investigation, Contemplation, Study, Exploration, Adventure, belief-formation, Etc.

IF a negative emotion is so scary that we are too unwilling to explore a certain idea, thought experiment, endeavor, etc. then we never Grow or really Evolve.  It's same old same old as our telomeres wear thin and we grow old & die.

If a negative emotion is so repulsive that we judge something as off limits then we likewise thwart growth and are libel to become superstitious and like those old villagers who think airplanes are demons & television is the devil (you know....the excessive demonization that some/many fall prey to like in that M. Night Shyamalan Film The Village).

Quantum Physics-Wise...Quantum Mechanically speaking, aversion is a form of clinging which is a prevention of Growth as well.

By making a rule that something is off limits, we are creating a vacuum - an "air bubble" if you wish - & Nature abhors a vacuum.  Nature Desires to "rush in" to those vacuums to make known the unknown (hopefully in a Wise Way).

What we resist persists.  What we look at disappears.

This is where some/many may go astray because they think they must let go of any & all resistance and fall prey to any & all temptations such as lust & spilling of seed.

No.

Categorically NOT what we're saying.

We learn to think & behave in Threes, like a Triad.

When we do that, then we have the Wisdom of the Higher Mind to Guide us to the Right Exploration, the Right Investigation, the Right Study, Etc.

[I must make a brief side note for those who will accuse: "who is anyone to say what is the Right Way?!"  I reiterate: "one's Own Higher Mind."  So you see there's no need for negative reaction and/or accusations of forcing upon others one's own will; it's one's OWN Higher Mind, no one else; we can put that worry/concern to rest here.  So Be That.]

This is where commitment & tenacity come into play because we have to let go of our old ways of our personality that insists on pleasure & the many images we have of what life is about - pleasure, emotions, being a limited human being, etc.

We learn that there are options.

We learn about the New Human -  that which we call a Conscious Being...

Who are some examples of Conscious Beings?

Let's start with a short list just to give an idea of what & who we're dealing with:

Elizabeth I, William Blake, Marcus Aurelius, Buddha, Jesus, Shakespeare, Davinci, not Michelangelo, Lao Tsu, Lincoln, Walt Whitman, Etc.

Forgive my ignorance; I'm certain there are Great Conscious Beings of many many different Races, Colors, Sexes, Etc.  This is just to give an idea of what & who we're dealing with; of what One's Future holds once we Invite & Allow it.